Multiangst wee!
Oct. 21st, 2005 12:57 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kolDidn't make an LJ post about it, but I'm on haitus. And not for any one reason-- so please don't think whatever angst you see spilling out in other places is the cause for this. I'll be back sometime during November, but you'll probably want to check my blogs if you want to know what is going on in the life of me :D
Honestly, I'm getting fustrated with the situations unfolding in various areas of my online and real life and I really need to concentrate on more important things, like Nano and school work, instead of getting fustrated by that stupid girl in my romantic lit class.
I'm getting passive aggressive about stupid things like websites not working when they should be working, Madonna's album not dropping yet and that song "Hung Up" still stuck in my head, and management styles for various placed on the web-- much less the complete lack of management a certain game that I help co-run is facing. That alone is enough to make me curl up into a little ball and admit failure, but I'm not going to do that. I can blame people all I want, but the truth is I obviously don't fit in and I'm just not going to try anymore. Just... smile. :D
The good news is, weighed in at 165 when I was in Palo Alto. The bad news is I'm getting upset about stupid situations I have no control over and I'm just going to step away before I do something stupid.
And yes, this is in reference to YOU KNOW WHAT STUPID ROMANTIC LIT STUDENT. Because honestly, I'm just fucking pissed off about that, because it makes me feel as if I'm somehow less human than everyone else. Once again, if you have a flipping problem with me, TELL ME. Don't make veiled comments and then expect me to know what the hell you are talking about! And I'm not even going to touch how much I just want to run away screaming from the total mess you are making in class. Stop trying to take control of the class from the teacher you idiot!
Stupid romantic literature student >.<
Anyway, I am not leaving anything and I am not dropping out of my romantic literature class. I'm just getting passive aggressive and need to just take a deep breath and smile <3
Honestly, I'm getting fustrated with the situations unfolding in various areas of my online and real life and I really need to concentrate on more important things, like Nano and school work, instead of getting fustrated by that stupid girl in my romantic lit class.
I'm getting passive aggressive about stupid things like websites not working when they should be working, Madonna's album not dropping yet and that song "Hung Up" still stuck in my head, and management styles for various placed on the web-- much less the complete lack of management a certain game that I help co-run is facing. That alone is enough to make me curl up into a little ball and admit failure, but I'm not going to do that. I can blame people all I want, but the truth is I obviously don't fit in and I'm just not going to try anymore. Just... smile. :D
The good news is, weighed in at 165 when I was in Palo Alto. The bad news is I'm getting upset about stupid situations I have no control over and I'm just going to step away before I do something stupid.
And yes, this is in reference to YOU KNOW WHAT STUPID ROMANTIC LIT STUDENT. Because honestly, I'm just fucking pissed off about that, because it makes me feel as if I'm somehow less human than everyone else. Once again, if you have a flipping problem with me, TELL ME. Don't make veiled comments and then expect me to know what the hell you are talking about! And I'm not even going to touch how much I just want to run away screaming from the total mess you are making in class. Stop trying to take control of the class from the teacher you idiot!
Stupid romantic literature student >.<
Anyway, I am not leaving anything and I am not dropping out of my romantic literature class. I'm just getting passive aggressive and need to just take a deep breath and smile <3
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