bleh

Guess taking 2 or 4 classes was decided for me: 3 installment plan for 1/2 classes needs 668 by the 3rd, 244 the next 2 months.

Cannot afford this, as rent (650) is due the 5th, my paycheck the 4th I need for September's rent, and I only have 600 in Savingsbonds left (not to mention only 650 in the bank department). I'll find a way to come up with more funds in the next week, I always do-- but now I'm angsting pretty hard about no more Savingsbonds.

I'm sorry for angsting so much this last year, but it *HAS* been irregular angst levels. Why didn't I get the Container Job? Nothing since that day seems to have gone right financially >.<.

Anyway, Work called and they need me in early (3:30) so I won't be on again today. Will go to post office at 1, be back at 2 to cook dinner, then go to work I guess. Am tired, was up too late trying to calm down, and instead of feeling better I feel worse from not enough sleep.

... Live long and angst less I guess. *BIG HUG FOR SAGE*

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Eh, feeling much better now. I think I was just upset because my brand new milk half-gallon was left out and I lost all that potential milk goodness. NO MILK MAKES KOL ANGSTY.

Will try very hard not to angst on LJ for a week. Anyone want to join me in Non-Angst Week 2005? No? Ok, just me then :D

Anyway, off to work. Wish me bikelicious fun XD